Felt like talking..

One of those days when I just want to talk.

And i have been talking non-stop past few days. it’s insane

Hate to admit at one point I had to take xanax. I just hate to admit and I dont recommend it at all its just that I was going out of control.

It was a crazy rollercoaster ride. Terrifying most of the times and ecstatic at some points..

Going into detail is just going to be useless repetition

Umm…I don’t know how to break this to you guys.

I started writing something..maybe a new book or just maybe part of the old one. I don’t know..

It’s going to be 4th book if dont merge the 3 of them and all of them are incomplete.

I don’t know when will I learn to finish a book without jumping on something else.

But I have something in mind for this one.

My mom always said “take something small and simple and perfect it. Don’t overwhelm youself”

So I plan to keep it short.

Simple expressionistic and impulsive..

Hopefully will finish this soon before my mind drift somewhere else.

Well.

Tried different techniques here…

It was cathartic as usual.

Oh. That art magazine contacted again. I qualified their first round of selection and they were asking more detail for the final round and some more samples of work and a little money. To feature work in their print magazine.

Now. This wasn’t done on proper art paper or canvas. And I did it on a whim so the materials weren’t really professional. So I am going to respectfully decline.

Have to mail them about that too. And will definitely contact them in future when I feel I am there.

But my artist friends! there are plenty of Instagram account doing it. Give it a shot.

Aaaaannnddd..

Nothing much.

Just same old chaotic life..

Watching really random videos on youtube to just distract myself.

I was spiralling crazy fast! So anything that could distract was worth trying.

Spiralling. Going mad. Having meltdowns.

But see..I am alive blogging and doing alot of things. So yea not totally gone yet!

Hope you all are doing great. Not really able to catch up on what’s going on here.

Please do take care of yourselves and always remember I really really care about you all.

If there is something important you can still drop a message through contact form. Would love to talk.

Ok.

That’s all folks!

Take care.

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Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.

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