Yesterday, I got a call from a friend of mine. She is a family friend actually and not a close friend. Few minutes into the conversation she said “I think I am falling into depression. And I am having anxiety.” Now. I am all too aware with these 2 word. My first thought was “nope.…… Continue reading A Tightening Circle
I have been juggling between so many things lately I completely ignored a background I prepared for an art work. i wanted to draw an abstract portrait on it in soft pastels and charcoal (my favourite medium) Here it is.. I must have watched 10 12 tutorials but lacked inspiration. I didn’t know what i […]…… Continue reading Enjoy Every Passing Frame.. — Success Inspirers World
She walked carefully measuring her every step into the long narrow passage Her eyes darting across the lines bordering the tiles she was walking on. They are not equal! she told herself. OCD started kicking in… Freeze that thought, this is not why you are here. Why is this passage so narrow… Thank God i…… Continue reading Sanity Stuck in Shredder – #writephoto
Ever seen a monkey getting introduced to technology? yea that just happened..and it wasn’t pretty. i just switched to mac for the first time in life and almost had a heart attack, as if a million Gremlins are waiting to explode in my face the moment i will switch it on.. the realization that I…… Continue reading What Introduction to New Technology Can Do To You..
The maddening urge of dropping the mask pierce a needle through your heart You have to shut you rib cage and hold it in place Or you might explode into thousands shards Sometimes i feel like a cheat. Fraud. But what if your mask is a part of your skin. Stitched with painful experiences. Or…… Continue reading Another avalanche
For some reasons i am here one more day. But i am much better really. I hate to involve so many lovely people emotionally in whatever is happening in my life. But the problem is i can’t involve anybody else. This is so weird. 2 friends from My 911 gang recently had babies so they…… Continue reading Avalanche of unnecessary words.
Its 3 16 am here and i am really scared. Past 3 days have been terrifying. I have been hearing whistle of a trains engine and eagles screams. Both belong to some random segments of memories. I was hearing them when i was sitting in my dead silent room. It was scary. I kept talking…… Continue reading Anybody home??