Back to coffee, window, anxiety .. life.. If I am having random cute little anxiety attacks and I am obsessing over the view from my window… this means I am moving towards my safe secure cave. A mental space that I constructed to keep myself sane…now sanity is one thing I have started doubting. I…… Continue reading Overlapping Emotions
I am burning fireball Trapped in a shell of ice A pained scream Caged inside Struggling to break free But my throat has closed My tongue tied My lips stitched Bleeding heart And vacant eyes Staring in despair Counting every second Waiting for your sign As my feelings burn and rage Just as you feared…… Continue reading Clash of Extremes
For some reasons I stopped praying long ago and this is not something I am proud of. I just went into the state of despair where you stop asking and you start thinking ok this is life, this is how it is. People still remember me as somebody who used to pray regularly so whenever…… Continue reading Finally some light..🙂
As I coiled Carefully These barbed wires Around me Preparing myself like a sadist For the inevitable tragedy I kept folding and wrapping Until, I couldn’t see my body And then I waited for the roaring doom To crash on me, ruthlessly The circle was closing in And it was impossible to flee I knew…… Continue reading Barbed Wires
There is something I have been meaning to write about but never found the right words. Growing up things were different for me. There were mountain of expectation on my tiny shoulders and I put them there. I just assumed that I have to take responsibility and be strong in every matter. I don’t know…… Continue reading Wish I was weaker..
So I finally called dad after what felt like ages.. It must have been 15 days or so.. I got an alarming msg from my sis, she said dad wasn’t able to talk he didn’t sound well as he is seriously insomniac and hasn’t slept in 4 5 days, he just naps for few minutes…… Continue reading 😌
Wow! Well done WordPress! Just when I am cursing myself for being all too Courageous, you start scratching my wounds again! Wow…just wow!! well.. People. Lets talk! I m confused. Well I don’t know a day when I wasn’t So, I am one of those people who live on the opposite ends of resister. Either…… Continue reading Too Courageous??