I had my first ever meltdown in front of a doctor. After 3 years in treatment..after visiting more than 20 doctors..i broke down in front of my rheumatologist yesterday. I couldn’t say much i just told her about my recent experiences (when i think i felt i might harm myself and then dosed off in…… Continue reading A Day in Grayscale..
She walked carefully measuring her every step into the long narrow passage Her eyes darting across the lines bordering the tiles she was walking on. They are not equal! she told herself. OCD started kicking in… Freeze that thought, this is not why you are here. Why is this passage so narrow… Thank God i…… Continue reading Sanity Stuck in Shredder – #writephoto
When you grow up with somebody they pretty much know you by your voice and pace of the words and breaths. Your feelings don’t depend on words. And i feel in such relationships you shouldn’t try to explain. Words ruin the essence, the purity of your feelings telepathically traveling to them. I talked to such…… Continue reading That Silent Moment..
If i tell you my favorite place to sit is any piece of furniture facing my window, you wont be surprised. Window obsession isn’t new. In my childhood home i insisted to sleep in drawing room, lying on a mattress that i lovingly placed in the exact centre of the room every night. And then…… Continue reading Nature’s Sorcery
Are you ready for another tedious fruitless ramble?? You shouldn’t be by the way. Well, today, i thought i will be productive. i need to straighten up before something serious happens. The straightening process began with scheduling appointment with rheumatologist. Yeah. A gem of person i have met her before and she is excellent at…… Continue reading Straightening up
She looked down at the bustling city through the giant window. Tiny lights rushing to get somewhere under the exuberant colors of evening sky, curtesy of the beautiful sunset that drenched it in vivid and vivacious tones. Her clueless eyes aimlessly followed the flow of lights on the road while a Snippet of her brain…… Continue reading Life Draining Through Cracks
Let me share a little secret with you guys. Now that i have aroused your curiosity lets talk about letter writing.. No. Kidding..well read on.. There is this amazing phenomenon, that we call crushing over somebody, and we all well experienced in this this genre. It’s a very human thing. You see somebody you feel…… Continue reading A Scroll In Mist