Hope is the thing with leaves…

For last month I have travelled a few phases of humanness. Phase 1, where I was just happy and relieved, enjoying my Zen. Phase 2 where I was bored. Phase 3: I was panicking, OMG I’m wasting my time every second! My whole entire life! Throughout all of these I felt helpless about a few...

Inner Voices

A thought crossed my mind with I was out for walk, currently the best time of my day. I remembered reading Rumi’s quote about it and found these words when I searched: "Look inside yourself; everything that you want, you already are." “Everything in the universe is within you. Ask all from yourself.”  Whatever we see, read, listen, and our senses soak up as...

A small full circle.

Let me start this post with one of my favorite Charles Bukowski quotes: nobody can save you but yourself and you’re worth saving. it’s a war not easily won but if anything is worth winning then this is it! Some of us are fighting to survive, some to grow, but we all have our platter...

What if it worked out?

My anxiety have been through the ozone lately, like a lot of people who already struggled with it even before the pandemic. Self loathing, complaining and constant fear of losing a valuable chunk of your life that would be retrievable. All of that combined is quite nerve-wrecking. But then I saw a quote. That was...

Crawling out of the dark tunnels

Yesterday was riddled with crippling fear. We all get nightmares but there are very few of them that make you scream in sleep. And when it involves your loved ones it’s nearly impossible to deal with it. For hours I was shaking. 10 hours I was constantly fighting the fear trying in vain to at...

Engraving Hope #writephoto

I like to play with darkness.. My own tagline echoed somewhere in the dark corridors of my mind. The maze of concrete I run around just for the sake of running, not to find a way out, really. Sounds strange. I know. But that's how it is. I had a thorough look at reference image...

The Struggle..

You look at sky You look at the shore You look far away In the cold dark silence Searching for answers again The ones you already know... But your naive mind Can't fight your heart And let you accept The cruel fate... Sometimes, hope is a curse As it doesn't let you give up It...

Create a Reason..

When Fabric of your sanity is endangered You desperately look for reasons To keep it intact Afraid Of being crushed Under the debris of shattered hope Then tell yourself..maybe it’s time to create one.. Copyright © 2018 stoneronarollercoaster – All rights reserved Out of This World

Finally some light..🙂- Soft Pastels

For some reasons I stopped praying long ago and this is not something I am proud of. I just went into the state of despair where you stop asking and you start thinking ok this is life, this is how it is. People still remember me as somebody who used to pray regularly so whenever...

Much Needed Big Bang..

  I have been in a weird place lately..its hard to comprehend and almost impossible to interpret.. But it Conjured a new book. yea.. strange isn’t it? When you think you are to numb to do anything you start writing another book that’s opposite of your first incomplete book. And I felt better once I...