Power of Listening

I’m engulfed in way too much human interaction these days and that means overload of random information, mostly inaccurate, but definitely based on first hand experiences. I will try to keep it short or it will end up being a book. These are excerpts of what apparantly healthy folks said about their own mental health:…… Continue reading Power of Listening

Blinding screaming chaos!

I feel like a molecule bouncing here and there voilently. A lost confused molecule. I am crying and I am laughing. It’s too much happening at once. When I saw the daily post leaving the hardest feeling that hit me was fear. Fear of loss. Something that has successfully crippling me throughout my life. Fear…… Continue reading Blinding screaming chaos!

Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness

22 May, 2018 I started this whole thing on a whim and the way you guys came forward to help is overwhelming. This post looks like a mini support group now for which again I am grateful for each one of you who joined in. It’s been a humbling experience overall. Today I will start…… Continue reading Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness

Nothingness #NaPoWriMo #AtoZChallenge

And then There is this one huge void Terrifying blank space No sound No light No air No movement The sense of nothingness That creeps in And occupies you You can’t feel anything You are not Permitted to cry You can’t smile Can’t scream Can’t breathe.. Niether you are alive Nor you are dead Your…… Continue reading Nothingness #NaPoWriMo #AtoZChallenge

To fight it, live, or fix it??

Every morning I wake up and go through all of my wound and bruises. It’s a ritual that I hate following. But I still do. I wish I stop one day. Every morning when I am still in bed I revisit all my loses or they revisit me.. It’s the same pattern every time. I…… Continue reading To fight it, live, or fix it??