And then There is this one huge void Terrifying blank space No sound No light No air No movement The sense of nothingness That creeps in And occupies you You can’t feel anything You are not Permitted to cry You can’t smile Can’t scream Can’t breathe.. Niether you are alive Nor you are dead Your…… Continue reading Nothingness #NaPoWriMo #AtoZChallenge
I am pacing Pacing wild Like a restless lioness Suffering in pain.. My heart hammering My lungs bursting I am sweating In this pelting rain.. I am smiling broad And so is my soul After what feels like ages I am feeling okay again.. I am running In a network of overlapping circles Not skipping…… Continue reading Anything but Sane..
Every morning I wake up and go through all of my wound and bruises. It’s a ritual that I hate following. But I still do. I wish I stop one day. Every morning when I am still in bed I revisit all my loses or they revisit me.. It’s the same pattern every time. I…… Continue reading To fight it, live, or fix it??
What are almost mute whispers to the rest.. Can be roaring piercing screams to you.. Everything sounds like a chaos.. When you are caging a vicious storm within.. Copyright © 2018 stoneronarollercoaster – All rights reserved
Had a busy day was out with sis and co. all day. Staying away from home is a great help but you cant sleep on road you have to come home to same blank space. Its crazy. One moment you are a warrior next you are just numb. I dont know what i am right…… Continue reading Tired
Numbness It’s a glass bubble Nobody deserves to be trapped in You see people talking But you can’t hear them They can see you suffer But they cant help you You are holding your sanity tight But it keeps slipping away Like sand from your hands Like soul departing a body Leaving it gray Withered…… Continue reading Trapped
I am burning fireball Trapped in a shell of ice A pained scream Caged inside Struggling to break free But my throat has closed My tongue tied My lips stitched Bleeding heart And vacant eyes Staring in despair Counting every second Waiting for your sign As my feelings burn and rage Just as you feared…… Continue reading Clash of Extremes