Men Without Women by Haruki Murakami

Before the hangover fades away and reality kicks in, I should write about this book, Men Without Women, that felt like a solemn dream. I feel like I am trying to trap light in a jar. I don't think I can give words to what exactly I was feeling when I read this book but I... Continue Reading →

That time of year.. #OctPoWriMo 2018 Day-3

The door has eyes set on the street As if it still prays for you to return The windows have donned blankets of dust And home feels like a prison The roses you raised so lovingly Have dried crumbled and fallen apart That eagle smashed her nest Sparrows migrated with a solemn heart Your home... Continue Reading →

Just Jaded #NaPoWriMo #AtoZChallenge

I see Awestruck Ink and tears Mingling Then scarlet blood Leaking from My tired veins Joining them In erotic dance Of freedom I watch Mesmerized The patterns Swirling in trance.. On the surface Of clear water A naked canvas A vacant stage To show their passion Paint their prowess I count Calmly My withering breaths... Continue Reading →

I am failing

Its almost time When i have to go Go back to my mental prison I tried I swear upon your beautiful smile I tried I tried to be here I tried to keep smiling I tried to harden my heard To a point where it started cracking I was conflicted Torn By the raging battle... Continue Reading →

There is something I learned second time in life, this very same year. And it’s important so I thought why not share it with you guys. We cannot imprison our heart. Sometimes letting it wander free is better that trying to chain it. When mom left, my brother had exam next day and he studied... Continue Reading →

A sad pathetic joke.

My life is a sad pathetic joke. An excruciating tragicomedy, mocking me in my face. Today is my birthday. My 30th birthday. Today it’s been 1 whole week without mom. I can’t say without mom as we all feel her presence as if she will appear from any door in her healthy form with some... Continue Reading →

Something strange

There’s something strange about loss and grief. Please don’t get me wrong here. Bear with me. It will take time to sink in. And it’s a long post and it might get sad, so you can totally avoid it if you want to. Today my sister called and we both were discussing our plans how... Continue Reading →

Tapestry that is Life!

“Is it ever going to heal??” “Is there anything that can fill this void??” A friend asked after losing her brother in an accident. There was deafening silence between us for an infinity. I took a deep breath. I couldn’t lie to her. I said “No sweetheart. I wish I could tell you otherwise. You... Continue Reading →

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