When I was born someone else was also born with me. A creature chained to my right foot, that is my dominating foot. I assumed it to be an animal in my naive mind. But I didn’t know its specie. It could be a wolf, a fox or a dog. I realized it growing up.…… Continue reading The Fox and I..
22 May, 2018 I started this whole thing on a whim and the way you guys came forward to help is overwhelming. This post looks like a mini support group now for which again I am grateful for each one of you who joined in. It’s been a humbling experience overall. Today I will start…… Continue reading Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness
Don’t talk to me Don’t look at me Don’t think about me Anything about “me” Makes me wierdly jittery Sounds stupid i know But look at the shreds Of tissue i just tore down I am a walking shredder Don’t come close to me.. Don’t look at my shoes Your granma wears the same Heels…… Continue reading Fidgety #NaPoWriMo #AtoZChallenge
My little heart Is still shaking It’s funny How stupidly terrified It’s looking I smile at it It stares at me With its bright beady eyes Lying in its crib Confined Away from Toxic world Still trembling.. I let out a laugh I’m sorry couldn’t help It rolls its eyes And looks annoyed To calm…… Continue reading My little heart #NaPoWriMo 2018
I’d Rather Be…watching sunset somewhere by the sea. Sitting on those huge rocks looking at sun sinking into the ocean turning into melted gold … …… I would rather be flying somewhere Letting the winds handle the reins of my life briefly.. just briefly.. … Maybe I would prefer to sit at that point between…… Continue reading Anchored, yet restless – WPC
Back to coffee, window, anxiety .. life.. If I am having random cute little anxiety attacks and I am obsessing over the view from my window… this means I am moving towards my safe secure cave. A mental space that I constructed to keep myself sane…now sanity is one thing I have started doubting. I…… Continue reading Overlapping Emotions
And then I was in the same abyss again Suspended… Hugging my knees Terrified.. Heart hammering in my chest Restless… Struggling to breathe Smothered.. Sweating and shivering in pain Hurt.. Slowly consumed by the silence Alone… Dying to hear your voice Helpless… Hating and harming my self Defeated… My gaze still cemented on the door…… Continue reading Waiting..