Finally i am with mom. Thank you so much for being there for me last week. I don’t know how i would have survived without you guys’ love support prayers blessing presence. Everything. And i am absolutely fine now Still remember my family in prayers please Thank you so much my angels 🙂 Advertisements
The maddening urge of dropping the mask pierce a needle through your heart You have to shut you rib cage and hold it in place Or you might explode into thousands shards Sometimes i feel like a cheat. Fraud. But what if your mask is a part of your skin. Stitched with painful experiences. Or…… Continue reading Another avalanche
For some reasons i am here one more day. But i am much better really. I hate to involve so many lovely people emotionally in whatever is happening in my life. But the problem is i can’t involve anybody else. This is so weird. 2 friends from My 911 gang recently had babies so they…… Continue reading Avalanche of unnecessary words.
There’s something strange about loss and grief. Please don’t get me wrong here. Bear with me. It will take time to sink in. And it’s a long post and it might get sad, so you can totally avoid it if you want to. Today my sister called and we both were discussing our plans how…… Continue reading Something strange
Its 3 16 am here and i am really scared. Past 3 days have been terrifying. I have been hearing whistle of a trains engine and eagles screams. Both belong to some random segments of memories. I was hearing them when i was sitting in my dead silent room. It was scary. I kept talking…… Continue reading Anybody home??
After centuries of research and decades of contemplation I finally accomplished this Risky task of writing something in my About page. Please go have a look. Thank you 🙂
Under the heap of obligations a life rested Struggling to breathe Sweating profusely Silently crying in despair Smothering every word in the throat There were no chains No ropes No locks No bolts Just thousands of layers Of delicate shrouds Placed masterfully Gently According to a carefully plotted plan Over the span of many years…… Continue reading Cloaked Chains