Hey people, It’s me again

It’s me again.

Better than the last time. A little.

Tasks at my current job are more sorted, which took me 50 tiny heart attacks every day but things are under-control.

Resulting in 1% improvement in my mental health.

Audit period sucks. 

I get near-death experiences every 6 months and at this point I’m really questioning if this is even worth it.

Which brings me to, remember the hiring process I have going on?? They previously offered me a position which was of audit (everything else was good) so I wasnt going to take it.

They called again with a different offer this time.

Same position (a slight raise in pay) and different department. And this one has really good scope. So I’m planning to take it.

Which means my life is going to be a battleground for next 3 to 4 months, because …notice period…

My current amployers just handed me my promotions letter and just added me to a mega-project.

They are not going to bbe happy about me leaving.

But is they were me, they would do the same.

Well.

Still got a lot of work.

And anxiety.

And

Dad isn’t talking to me.

Because I refused to do some work of my uncle (dad’s bbrother) who looks away when he sees me. Like he doesnt even want to look at my face. The same attitude is by his sons.

why?? Idk. Maybe guilt.

Because the work is related to my cousin’s child maintainance allowance for his son. This moron was a horrible husband and divorced his wofe and now is running away from any responsiblity of his son. He goes to people crying like “omg I miss my son so badly” but I know the truth because may dad has been making em type the case. 

This is SO wrong.

Everytime I tell my dad that’s this is wrong. He says “it’s my brtoher, and my brother told me to do something and I can’t refuse”. Then he either emotionally bblackmails me into doing it, or just stops talking to me.

It’s the second one this time.

Also he was like “what do you think you are”

This sucks man.

I am climging the ladder fast, I need my family by my side bbeing happy for me, don’t want them to just either not ackonoeldge it or bring it up in negative sense.

My father also recently said that I’m leaving my current employer for money.

I mean… money+work flexibility+global assignments+no audit+way better culture.

Don’t even need to flip the coin with this one.

There’s crazy inflation in the country and I can’t even afford a comfortable commute. At this point work-from-home is the biggest attraction for me. Rickshaws have moved my few disks of spine.

Sorry for horrible writing, I’m just scribbling here and will continue with work

I love you guys.

Thanks for being the greatest friends anyone could ask for.

My life is a trainwreck and so am i.

I really love you guys 

Hey people

It’s me again.

Better than the last time. A little.

Tasks at my current job are more sorted, which took me 50 tiny heart attacks every day but things are under-control.

Resulting in 1% improvement in my mental health.

Audit period sucks. 

I get near-death experiences every 6 months and at this point I’m really questioning if this is even worth it.

Which brings me to, remember the hiring process I have going on?? They previously offered me a position which was of audit (everything else was good) so I wasnt going to take it.

They called again with a different offer this time.

Same position (a slight raise in pay) and different department. And this one has really good scope. So I’m planning to take it.

Which means my life is going to be a battleground for next 3 to 4 months, because …notice period…

My current amployers just handed me my promotions letter and just added me to a mega-project.

They are not going to bbe happy about me leaving.

But is they were me, they would do the same.

Well.

Still got a lot of work.

And anxiety.

And

Dad isn’t talking to me.

Because I refused to do some work of my uncle (dad’s bbrother) who looks away when he sees me. Like he doesnt even want to look at my face. The same attitude is by his sons.

why?? Idk. Maybe guilt.

Because the work is related to my cousin’s child maintainance allowance for his son. This moron was a horrible husband and divorced his wofe and now is running away from any responsiblity of his son. He goes to people crying like “omg I miss my son so badly” but I know the truth because may dad has been making em type the case. 

This is SO wrong.

Everytime I tell my dad that’s this is wrong. He says “it’s my brtoher, and my brother told me to do something and I can’t refuse”. Then he either emotionally bblackmails me into doing it, or just stops talking to me.

It’s the second one this time.

Also he was like “what do you think you are”

This sucks man.

I am climging the ladder fast, I need my family by my side bbeing happy for me, don’t want them to just either not ackonoeldge it or bring it up in negative sense.

My father also recently said that I’m leaving my current employer for money.

I mean… money+work flexibility+global assignments+no audit+way better culture.

Don’t even need to flip the coin with this one.

There’s crazy inflation in the country and I can’t even afford a comfortable commute. At this point work-from-home is the biggest attraction for me. Rickshaws have moved my few disks of spine.

Sorry for horrible writing, I’m just scribbling here and will continue with work

I love you guys.

Thanks for being the greatest friends anyone could ask for.

My life is a trainwreck and so am i.

I really love you guys 

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