Can’t count blessings because there are so many…

What IS my life???

I will never understand.

About family, picture this…

Visual # 1

Elevator doors of a mall open and 4 grown up siblings carrying random sizes of bags roll out of it + 2 strollers carrying 2 kids + 2 million shopping bags hanging from the handles of those strollers…

Visual # 2

I step on an escalator carrying my nephew, and by the end of it my nephew has slipped down to my knee, my one arm is still holding him and the other clutching the railing of the escalator…

Those are only 2 visuals for you of my family shopping trips and we are doing a lot of those these days. Normally I wouldn’t join but since I’m not getting enough time to be with them, I just tag along whenever I can.

Oh that interview went great. So great that they sent an assessment the same day, which they were supposed to send after 2 weeks. Haven’t done that yet but ok… why do they want me so bad.

You know what. It’s weird. I am not even eager to get this job and it’s like the job is chasing me. Similar situation in other areas of my life too… I literally have no energy for a relationship and suddenly out of the blue, those options pop up too.

Is it… things come to you when you don’t want them? Idk.

Besides that, we had an office event. I chose to walk (that was the easiest option). After that my family was going to join me so the time we got in between, we went to a corner of a beach where the water hits the rocks standing by a wall you could sit on. We sat there and enjoyed the sun and the voice of the ocean, the waves. It was amazing.

After that, I went shopping with my family and after that, I couldn’t feel my legs. Had to take pain killer just to manage to go to work the next day.

I realized I can keep on reading catch-22 1 chapter at a time. It doesn’t have to be the whole book at once. I want to enjoy it, it’s a great book and literally makes you crack up.

At work, I am just going with the flow. I recently got feedback from one of my managers and it was good. But this second offer is good so far too, so let’s see which way life takes me.

Sometimes we forget to count our blessings because there are just too many. I am going through that kinda phase of life 🙂

And a random question… do you believe in karma? Did you see it ever play out in front of your own eyes? I would love to know.

Life isn’t easy, but it’s still going great, maybe because I never stopped fighting.

That’s all folks.

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