With this work I felt like I want to talk about the process.
Initially I would stop working on an art piece in one sitting. I always felt like it kinda breaks the flow. Especially the charcoal ones, they are always done in one sitting. It’s like your hand movements are in a rhythm and you are afraid you could lose it the next time. And most of them are done under an hour.
With pastels it’s different. First of all, I chose a reference photo to mark an outline. Then the rest is my idea and instinct. And there’s something eerie about my work. It changes expressions. It reflects my inner self and what I’m feeling, no matter what reference photo look like. For example, if I chose I picture that’s looking sad but I’m not, I will end up with a picture that doesn’t look sad at all. Idk how that happens.
I have ended up with really anxious looking pieces when I start with nothing at all.
In between the first and the last mark on paper, the process is organic. It’s just me and materials.
If I’m working with a pastel paper it has deeper tooth. It’s great because it holds the pastel which is just pigment and binder, basically powder. BUT!! It takes more effort because you have to work the colour into the paper to cover those little holes and for the blended/even effect.
That’s not exactly a disadvantage, because you can have multiple layers of colour and end result is beautiful. And a paper with tooth preserves the work better. and sometimes you actually want a textured effect.
On the other hand, works on smoother surfaces are quicker but it’s extremely easy to just get rubbed off in one sweep of wind.
Eyes are normally the best feature I paint/draw. But with time I intentionally dragged my attention and efforts away from them.
No work is ever complete or finished. You have to tell yourself to stop or you will ruin it. There’s no other way to say this.
I stopped this work for a non-artistic reason.
Priorities!
There’s a lot I could add and I wanted to add.
But I had to rush that point where I could keep it aside.
My bed has been looking like a studio from the time I started working on it. And suddenly I have all these other things to take care of.
It’s hard to balance between creativity and rest of things that you have to do to survive.
I don’t remember myself creating art with jobs and studies, which were anything but artistic.
With a long urgent to-do list, I had to rush this piece and leave it here.
Hope you guys like it.
Feedback is always appreciated. 😊
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It’s absolutely lovely. My sense of it is a sad girl who is trying to overcome depression by surrounding herself with sunshine. She’s like OK warmth, bring it on, show what you can do for me. And indeed it’s seeping in a bit. Optimistic!
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Hmm..yea.. i see it!
You have interpreted it so beautifully. It’s perfect discription of the image. Thank a lot for appreciating. This really means a lot to me 😊
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My pleasure 💕
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Your art is beautiful!!
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So is yours!
Thank you 🙂
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Aw, thanks☺️
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You’re welcome 🙂
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Absolutely beautiful artwork. I appreciate your sharing the process. It add so much more depth to the power of the final product.
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And i approciate your comment.
Thank you so much for constact encouragement i am realy protective of my art and share it with very few people but here i do it comfortably because of people like you.
I know i have always gotten appriciation and kindness here and im grateful for that 🙂
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A pleasure.
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Creativity puts the artist in their own world, their own universe. I get lost in my own world when I do artwork and when I write. Your artwork is so beautiful, the eyes are so haunting, so filled with secrets. . . .As a writer, I can see a story forming in my head about this woman.
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I wish i could just relocate to that world. This one is getting to scripted.
If you can find a character of a story in my artwork, this means it spoke to you. And it’s a huge complement! Thank you so much! 🙂
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You’re welcome and thank you for sharing your art. This world needs art, literature, and music; these are the elements that make this life bearable. Have a blessed week.
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sounds like that quote from dead poet’s society. love that movie btw.
You too 🙂
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Oh yes, the drags and tribulations of artistic achievements. If we could only live in that ideal world, where all our mundane needs could be taken care of. However, with all creative work, we must be satisfied first and not depend on others opinions, otherwise, maturity will stay out of reach. Don’t forget to spray your pastels with archival quality fixative.
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I wish i could live in that world.
I agree, but i feel like I’m never actually satisfied with work and since i dont really get time practice much, opinions help me a lot. And i share my work with a selected small circle.
I don’t know when i will be satisfied with any work completely. It’s something i struggle with.
I have the spray but im not really skilled at using it. I ended up distroying a work (which is actually cover of my book) because the colours and everything changed after spray. For now im keeping them between tracing paper.
Thanks for the your suggestions, i really cherish them, especially after looking at your work. 🙂
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I guess it could be sad. Usually someone sad doesn’t bring eye contact. I think I see more of a “really”? expression or a what are you doing? Not sure. What I loved was the softness in the hair. I loved how you explain the process. Donna
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I felt she looks annoyed lol. I did hair in the end i really rushed it and wasn’t satisfied at all with how hair turned out. I wanted to more contasting values. But well…next time… 🙂
Thanks a lot for feedbk. Means a lot!
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yes… “really”? lol. reminds me of my daughter. hahaha.
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That’s literally me after every few hours these days. Lol
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Peace out. Then again, if everyone would just back off, life would be great, right?
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But do they ever?
Its like their job, their reason of existing to annoy you with stupidity. I mean at this point im so done it doesn’t even surprise me.
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hahaha. Everyone has their gifts, some are hard to understand.
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too hard!
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I terribly love visual art, I love to stare and wonder about the beautiful details and awe how much work and practicing goes into such greatness.
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I can never cover a whole exhibition. I always gets stuck on few pieces and spend so much time on those that I’m left with no time for others.
Art has no limits. People are still inventing new techniques and that blows my mind.
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you have to work out the right distance, about 35 cm; always hold the drawing upright when spraying so to avoid droplets; spray every new layer separately;
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*taking notes*
i will practice it first because I’m not good with fluids. Thank you so much for guiding me 🙂
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It’s a lovely work of art. The colors go really well together.
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thank you! omg it took sooooooo many layers to get those colours. especially red wouldn’t just be red! took layers and layers. glad you liked it 🙂
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I love your art. I love that you’re brave and fierce. Art, after all, is showing off bits and pieces of the soul. I’ve always avoided pastels (tactile issues), but these have inspired: I’m going to try. Thanks for the inspiration 💖
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thanks for appriciation, that’s very kind of you.
i avoid fluids, im affraid i just spill them everywhere so i only work with charcoal and pastels.
my pleasure and thanks again 🙂
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I feel the struggle and I admire you for not giving up. Expressing ourself is a basic need 🙂 Lovely piece indeed
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Thanks a lot for stopping by and appriciating 🙂
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I loved reading about your process and funnily enough, I find that my emotions and my art pieces have a similar result to yours. In the sense that, whatever emotion it is that I’m feeling, it tends to come out in my art work. It’s some of my best pieces – – or so I’ve been told! Lovely to see a pastel piece! It has me wanting to play around with some pastel pencils that I got for a Secret Santa present that I haven’t touched yet. 🙂
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i think those pieces are so genuine and are images of real emotions, they truely bring out the best in us as artist.
you must give it a try. i love pastels and charcoal. actually that’s all i work with.
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