Now what?
Which way do I swim
Where do I hack a path
In this freezing ocean
I’m thinking
Floating weightlessly
In the eye of the ripples
Birthed by my tears
I’m Numb with fear
Of choosing wrong
What if I go deeper
And get lost on the horizon
Just like the sun
Or what if
Ocean swallows me
to punish me
For not even trying
Or what if
The world out there
Waiting on the shore
Pelts me to death
I’m stranded
On a raft of
Dreams and delusions
I build out of air and mist
To stay afloat
…
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An effective way of describing the situation of being faced with a decision and thinking of various options of actions. And that last stanza is powerful… “dreams and delusions” … that’s also a really good description.
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Thanks a lot for appriciating 🙂
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I have to agree with Dave! I do have to share that B4 moving here to Glendale, Arizona? I lived in Southern Oregon for over 26-yrs and this piece reminds me of all the good times we had rafting the beautiful Rogue River! So, thank you for your beautiful prose… Cat Lyon
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aw that sounds peaceful.
I’m so glad you could find a connection with this peice.
Thank you! 🙂
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I sure did and happy to reblogg for you! I hope you get a few new visitors too.
*Cat Lyon* ✨😺🐾🐈
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Reblogged this on Cat Lyon’s Reading & Writing Den and commented:
A Special Guest Share of Beautifully Written Prose…
Stop by and visit this amazing blog!
Author, Cat Lyon
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Thank you so much for sharing. means a lot 🙂
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My pleasure. xoxo Cat
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As long we don’t think there is still the possibility of returning to the shores of new exciting challenges.
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I keep on reminding myself about those new exciting challenges so that i don’t lose the sight of any possibility.
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The last stanza really hit me hard. “Stranded on a raft of dreams and delusions.” That line is so incredibly beautiful and honest. I find myself relating so deeply to these words.
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This is exactly what it feels like right?
Im glad you could relate.
Thanks for the comment i really appriciate it 🙂
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hey give me my brain back!! i think just like that!! 😉 great poem.
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hey i have very few brain cells left, please let me keep them.
thank you so much for appriciating 🙂
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