Roses, not tulips

Been strolling all day. Covered like 4 5 places and samsung health is happy about it. It says i walked 17,537 steps which is my highest record.

Half of the day everything went great.

But then that gray cloud of gloom was back. And started overshadowing everything.

And the day ended with horrible melt-down in bathroom. I cried untill my eyes were red and hot and i couldn’t see properly.

Tomorow istambul will see a puffer fish roaming the streets.


I promised i will something not so negative.

Remember i was dying to see tulips?

Turns out that i missed the season by whole fking month.

But i saw something else.



There was a park in some places the whole place smelled like fresh wet roses.

That reminded me of my mom. She loved flowers, especially roses and jasmines. But think she liked all of them these 2 were more common maybe.

She would stay there for 2 3 days at least.

So yea.

That’s all for now.

Take care.

.. (1)

Copyright © 2021 stoneronarollercoaster – All rights reserved

Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I invite Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.

You can find my poetry collection here=>  ss ebook 2020 small


12 thoughts on “Roses, not tulips

Add yours

  1. My dear, I received your kind contribution. My heart thanks you for it from its depths.

    It takes a deep heart, sweet spirit, to feel and feel, as yours does. I think you are an empath — that you pick up the emotions of people around you without sometimes even knowing it — and the world is full of misery right now, isn’t it?

    Two suggestions I would have for coping would be these —

    There are wonderful posts on WP about learning how to navigate as an empath. A search in the Reader for posts including this word will turn up a world of enablement and sympathy.

    My second suggestion is to study the Buddhist techniques of thought replacement. I myself cried every day — sometimes several times a day — for fifteen years, and those were what finally worked for me.

    I’d recommend marijuana as well — one of the most excellent medicines — but I know it is still illegal where you are.

    I wish you all the happiness you can reach for. Much love to you

    Liked by 1 person

    1. I agree, world is full of misery and i tend to absord it unintensionally.

      I’m definitely going to look for it because being an empath can be draining and sometimes it doesn’t let you be happy because you are so full of pain which doeasnt even belong to you.

      already googled thought replacement techniques and it kinda makes sense.

      yea it’s illegal and even tho blog name has stoner in it, i never actually did any sort of drugs.

      Thank you and much love to you too 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

Blog at

Up ↑

%d bloggers like this: