Sometimes you walk into chaos and your body becomes a part of it when you soul is silently floating with the exterior.
When you reach the end of that chaotic lane and enter the calm, it’s like entering into a different temperature zone. Stepping into another plannet entirely.
And that your soul takes over.
You are tired and shaken by the encounter.
You question your integrity for playing the part of another clown in the nonsensical circus.
It hits you and makes you sad.
But you are affraid you might be left alone or lose confidence to be around anyone at all.
You are conflicted.
You regret talking.
And then you decide to avoid that lane in future.
That’s just a random day of an introvert.
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I think plannet only has one n in it. I have been tired since I got back from the dentist today, as the Novocain really effected me today.
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I am using my phone for writing anything anywhere and i intentionally switched off autocorrect, I’m sure there are far more mistakes than this n 🙂
I hate dentist appointments, my last one shook my brain. Hope you feel better now.
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Try a stroll in the grass…
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I know what you did here..
But i will be struggling in puddles of mud. It’s been raining.
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Sounds so poetic how you say that, though
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Skillfully voiced
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Thank you 🙂
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You’re welcome
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Yes, so true.. I find myself quieter and quieter.. people so should be able to share with and trust are people who no longer have any idea what I’m thinking or my plans and hopes.. also no idea if they’ve hurt me as that’s no longer allowed.. and maybe I daren’t say this on my blog so only share it here..
Yes, your post is so accurate
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I completely understand. There were a few years i was talking to only 2 3 people qnd those were my most creative years. People drain you at times.
And I achieved a lot during that period because nobody knew what I was doing. I don’t have personal social media accounts for the same reason, staying private keeps you safe in so many ways.
Thanks 😊
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Can relate 💙
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Thanks 🙂
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I’m just floating somewhere
On auto drive
Not even sure
That Im still alive
Watching my body
Just doing his thing
Watching him dance
Watching him sing
But I’m not there
Im out on a limb
He looks like me
But Im not him
I’ve got no feeling
Neither has he
I wish he’d die
And let me be
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Hugs. You described it so well! Xxxx
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Thanks love xoxo
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