I swear by the chill
That just crawled down my spine
I am trembling with rage inside
And yet I keep saying I’m fine
How long will I have to lie
I secretly hide and cry by the ravine
Then you tell me I am strong
And detach yourself from miseries of mine
You heard my voice crack
You saw that tear burn
But..
With your poster perfect life
My misfortune could never align
I was a round peg shoved into square hole
I never belonged to this bloodline
I am tired of your redundant hypocrisy
Your fake promises are losing their shine
Sands of time don’t heal wounded hearts
They’re festering dark wounds, not fine wine
Eyes tell the truth, ask them instead
People lie when they say “i’m fine”..
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Written for OctPoWriMo 2018.
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Deep…Dark…Too true for too many… :-(((
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I know..so depressing. 😦
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Powerful!
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Thank you so much 🙂
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Welcome indeed
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🙂
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I wouldn’t call myself a liar, but I’ve said “I’m Fine” so many times when I wasn’t, so perhaps I lie more than I realise. Hope you’re ok.
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I am absolutely fine 🙂 thanks for caring.
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That’s the secret of being alive all is fine I am fine true so true
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yup. I think thats just part of growing up. you start containing things within yourself. it’s harmful tho
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But once u train yourself see u are alive isn’t that a gift of god we’ll make it how hard it is
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Yea. Survival is becoming a gift now. See we didnt die..
This is life..
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