Pressing Replay Button

Ever checked your youtube likes??

Recently I was looking for a tutorial I was sure I liked some time back and it was like pushing the replay button.

I could see my journey of last few years and my struggles to cope with whatever was happening around me or with me.

And I could see what worked and what didn’t.

Let’s have a look togather..

For example..soap making that I never tried. DIY beauty product ( I think I made a lip scrub and never used it)

DIY make up organizers and tons of make up tutorials..

There was a point I was obsessed with make up and beauty tutorials. That was such a waste of time and the obsession must have lasted for months. I don’t know what I was thinking but it must be helping me. Weird.

Alot of funny clips from ‘friends’. Now I cant watch tv series. I have this issue I can’t follow series and dont watch tv at all so I just watch random funny clips. It was great depression of my life. I spent months fearing my own self. The start of my condition.

So anything that could make me laugh was a blessing.

About some diets. Mostly GM diet. Must not have made sense as I tried none of them. I never tried a crash diet.

Radio-therapy videos..saw it at the time I was going to have it done..and I did. Scary!

Painting tutorials in acrylics and watercolours. I bought both. But didn’t enjoy it.

Songs and recipes are constant throughout. Obviously can’t survive without food and music.

Funny moments from movies and shows.

Guitar lesson!!! O my God where is my guitar??

Pencil drawings…yea that’s where it started and I got comfortable with graphite then charcoal.

Ahh charcoal..charcoal was a trigger!!

Then pastels..

Art theory..history of different art forms and movements. And artists.

Planks!! That I never did!!

Diet again. This time keto. Researched for a month before saying NO.

Workout videos. These were helpful at least to understand even if you dont do all of them.

How to self publish book videos.. definitely doing it!

Quinoa!! I love quinoa.

Art. Art ART everywhere..

Baby pandas, the cutest thing ever!

Baby em.

Some top 10, psychology facts etc etc.

Pastels again..

Coconut flour recipes..just because I bought a box tried to act I am super health concious.

That’s all..


It’s interesting to go through this. You get a clear picture what works for you and what doesn’t.

It’s so nostalgic. I can remember what was going on in my life parallel to these videos. This in a way reflect my situation. It’s a timeline of emotionaland mental state.

Well. Try it some time guys. You won’t regret it.

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  1. If I had to recommend one thing off YouTube it would be anything by “the mean kitty” the videos are about Sparta the cat his owner, and their other cats. It’s been going for a few years. Look at the mean kitty song. ..hope you like, very funny and quirky x


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