Well shit happens
Sometimes shit becomes a chewing gum and keeps stretching..
But keep rowing guys..
You don’t really have choice.
I am seriously disappointed beyond believe by most of the people.
But i have a solid clan standing by me. One of them at least is all the time with me.
It’s a big thing! Having people who genuinely care about you unconditionally.
I was in a severe panick attack and i just knew i have no hope. In the middle of the night. My friend who doesn’t even know my real name found a helpline in my country and told them the scenario..when i was like no no its of no use.
But later i felt better at least i have some backup in emergency. This girl doesnt know me and live in another country. But she was there..i wonder how come our own people don’t see we need them badly.
I mean..i have people. I am not alone. Sometimes i tell my real life friends “dont worry she is online” and then they calm down. Lol.
So yea. I am not alone definitely. I have genuinely loving caring people with me.
By the help from God and friends i am still alive..and havent had a heart attack yet.
I got a few frames today..planning to sell art..im seriously nervous i have never sold anything like that. I have done professional baking for a very short while but everything my family handled i just baked and all. Selling marketing finance all of that they handled. I was just doing manufacturing.
So i dont know what i am going to do now.
Random question. What kind of art you would pay for? Portrait? Abstract portrait? Landscape? Animals? Abstract?? Calligraphy?
I would love to know
I stupidly smiled at this small cup for like 10 15 minutes..
Took random pics..
Sometimes little things just give you a sense of achievement. Some peace that you are doing something. Moving forward.
You haven’t frozen in time.
It helps a ton.
Sometimes you really have to find reasons.
Little reasons that make you feel alive at least. That saves you from that sense of hopelessness and defeat.
So yea.. doing that.. cant promise myself how long i can do this. Sort of fooling myself. Diverting my mind from the disaster. But it’s helping..
That’s all folks!
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Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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YAY 😀 GLAD YOU FOUND SOMETHING THAT WORKS! SO GLAD WE ALL HAVE EACH OTHER HERE TO HELP ONE ANOTHER DEAL WITH THE SHIT LIFE THROWS AT US! XO
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I don’t know what would have happened if i didnt have friends.
I have to keeo trying tho. Its not easy. It doesnt even makes sense at times..
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Abstract animals, preferably mythological 🙂
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Oooohhh dragons!! How did i forget
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Thank you 🙂
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Also glad that a friend has been able to help when you’re in need. Sometimes life can surprise you for the better 🙂
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Yes. Life’s unpredictable. Slaps you from 1 side hugs you on the other..
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Animal art, nature art, heart shaped things
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Hmm..thanks for sharing 🙂
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You’re welcome my friend
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🙂
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I just feel like giving you a hug. ***hug***
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Thank you. Needed it 🤗🤗🤗
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That tiny cup though… so cute.
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It was..i kept looking at it for soo long smiling like an idiot in the middle of our beloved ikea. Lol.
Random things making you a little happy
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Did you buy the cup? Maybe it’s just what you need!
Cat Pictures, Pictures with lots of Purple (No Pink), Purple Cat Pictures! Lol
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No..i have to many different sized and shaped cups. Didn’t feel like another odd one.
Ahahah my room was once 50 shades of purple .. looked like a gaint blueberry ice cream scoop. 😆
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