Another bomb dropped on me
Another panic attack
Another desperate attempt to explain
Another pained plea
Thats too bland
for the ears
Stuffed with the deafening music
Of this materialistic world..
..another disappointing overly used speech
Once again i have lost hope
It’s a sin
But it’s inevitable
Somebody needs to answer
What did i do to deserve this
I just want to pull out
every fuckin vein in my head
I want to chop my heart with an axe so that it stops hammering so hard
Or stop sinking so bad!
I hate everything!
..
Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.
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Well they suck
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They do! But who??
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My thoughts are with you.
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Thank you
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Been there. I’m here for you if you ever need 💜
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So kind of you. Thank you 💜
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Of course, strength in numbers 💜
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agreed.
thanks again 🙂
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Hang in there, whatever it is. This too shall pass…
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yea. I am hanging like a bat upside down..ok..like a monkey, thats better.
yea it passes until the next shock.
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At least we know you’re hanging like a bat or a monkey… in whatever form 😄 yea but until the next shock you’re stronger and better
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Yea and number 😆
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Wait not numeric number..more numb i meant 🤓
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That’s good it makes you more human 😄
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I CAN RELATE! I HOPE TOMORROWS A BETTER DAY! HUGS FROM AFAR!
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thanks hun. I m better. slept over it.
hugs.
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I was born
against my will
And yet I find
I’m living still
No feeling. Stealing
oxygen
Depressed expression
from my pen
I pretend. I dance. I sing.
But fuck I hate you
everything.
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🙂..i don’t know what to say. I just feel like crying.
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I reposted the thing …. to give it a little more air. I hope you don’t mind.
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Why would i..they are your words. You dont even need to tell. 😊 i am glad you posted they were worth it. They are always worth it 🙂
Thanks for being here. Even in darkest times i read your comment and smile even if they carry darkness too. They have this energy that makes you smile.
Thanks 🙂
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It was meant as a gift. Not a very special gift, but a gift nevertheless. So it is a bit rude to go giving it to others without permission.
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you are too kind. it was a very special gift. every comment from you is. trust me on this 🙂 they always make me smile
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Having a bad day once in a while is inevitable, but you don’t have to stay that way.
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It’s a roller coaster ride it doesn’t stay that way for long normally. Bad days happen too frequently for me but now they have started to fade faster.
Twists and turns of life..
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Life is not fair. That is the effing truth!
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And i hate this truth. I keep on looking for something to fix all the time but its not people..its life..you can’t fix it.
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Buddy! Don’t feel lonely. There are people you might now know but they are still blessing you, want that you are safe and live a happy life. I am with you, brother mine!
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*not know
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I know people here are angels. No doubt about that.
Thanks for kind words 🙂
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