Beginnings are harder..

Goodbyes are hard..beginnings are harder..

Well.

I don’t think I have emotional energy to word the trauma I am dealing with at the moment.

And honestly it’s not only daily post that has been depressing me. Parallel to this I have to deal with another verdict.

Bottomline, I have few months to get my shit together and it’s not gonna be easy.

You know when you step back and look at the full reel of events in retrospect, you realize that’s how life is..it’s evolving.

Sometimes it’s forced and you feel like a victim but do we have any control at all??

95% of the times things happen to you and then you have to deal with the aftershocks.

That’s the hardest part..the first step towards new beginning.

I have always been obsessed with the sky. It keeps changing all the time.

When you are in deep waters and you get a glimpse of sky a faint spark of hope is born in your heart. Like it’s telling you time will pass eventually just wait a bit.

Just hang in there and within minutes there will be new sky, now colours, new situation, new life.

So I am going to share some of my favorite pictures of sky I took. Some of them maybe repetition as I like them too much.

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All-Time Favorites
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Kindly visit my post Warriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness where I am inviting Mental Health Warriors to submit their blog’s address so that we can join hands to control this wildfire.

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31 thoughts on “Beginnings are harder..

  1. The photos are wonderful. Especially the ones with clouds and sun and stuff. I like clouds. Which is why I ‘liked’ the post.
    But the first few lines are not wonderful. Not at all. Nope. I can’t like that sense of finality. 😦 The best roller coasters always seem to end too soon.

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      1. I am tired of being upset and depressed. It is better to be happy and sing like there is no tomorrow. 😀 Keeps the spirit alive and I solve the problems easily that way. 😀 Just turn that frown face upside down and keep living. 😀 Yay. 😀

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  2. You have the strength to get through any circumstance; I firmly believe that. One day at a time, one step at a time, one second at a time. That’s all you have is “right now” and “right now” you have the strength to survive and the power to change that which surrounds you.

    May you be showered with love, confidence, joy, and courage.

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  3. What a great idea for a post– sky shots. 👍 And Solomon, perhaps the wisest man ever? agrees with you…”The end of a matter is better than its beginning.” Ecclesiastes 7:8

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  4. I often feel like I am starting to sink below the surface in deep waters. I feel its always worth remembering that we all naturally float if we just take the time to stop fighting accept the things we cannot change and try to look towards the positive. The sky is the limit if we allow ourselves to believe. they are lovely photos to. sending love, I hope tomorrow brings a better day xx

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    1. In water i can only imagine myself sinking..and sinking..floating never comes to my mind naturally. Even thought that is totally natural.
      Yea fighting mostly makes things worse especially when they are beyond your control.
      I’m glad you liked photos.
      Thanks alot. I hope so too 😊

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  5. The first step is the most difficult. Keep going! It will get easier. The panic attacks and anxiety are just your internal struggle between who you are and who you want to be. Very nice pics btw!

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