Back to coffee, window, anxiety .. life..
If I am having random cute little anxiety attacks and I am obsessing over the view from my window… this means I am moving towards my safe secure cave.
A mental space that I constructed to keep myself sane…now sanity is one thing I have started doubting.
I have started to feel we all harbor some kind of madness.
I read this quote today when I was looking for inspiration for word prompt.
There is ‘a time to be born’ – and born again, free of accumulated, Encrusted sores of fears and prejudices, old hates, of cancerous wounds, old prides. And there is a time to die – a time for the blue, unburied child of our young years to be decently interred – and to get on with the living.
Josephine Winslow Johnson
Perfect timing right??
Recently I have heard similar words from different people about coping.
Don’t rush to fix everything and force yourself to feel as you would feel under normal circumstances.
When you are hurt give yourself some time. Let yourself recover.
Standing against a storm is just stupidity, it will break you.
Lay down and let it pass.
We all are bruised and damaged on different levels.
We are humans, not angels we will make mistakes and we will be met with accidents.
And we will get hurt, we can’t control everything…in fact we cant control anything at all.
When the right time comes everything falls into perspectives. Every scenario makes perfect sense.
I am not experiencing “born again” feeling yet. And I know I wont. I have faced plenty of disasters to live with this same body and soul.
Bruised broken doesn’t matter. Thats how you grow. Thats how you learn.
Sometimes fears overlap obsessions.
Tears overlap smiles and a big strange layer blankets everything eventually.. we often call this one strength..I don’t know if it is..
Nothing get erased. Emotions just overlap each other.
Let them layer and come up with their own blend.
If you were given one the layer there was a purpose. Don’t belittle it.
Wait for the time when it plays its part in your life.
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