Pure Magic

I have never experienced writer’s block.

But there’s another blockage that I have all the time, artist’s block.

With arts I am still in infancy.

It takes me days to decide what medium I want to work with. Or what I want to do next.

I lack inspiration and I am still not as fearless enough as an artist should be.

So I was watching tutorials and looking at images I saved for reference images, but nothing was helping.

And when I minimized all the windows I saw a picture of me and my mom, smiling.

My graceful mom was battling cancer and endless chemo cycles but that couldn’t fade her Winsome smile one damn bit.

And a thousand ideas came gushing like a storm.

Monkeys (my siblings) showed me a picture of mom, taken days before she left. It must have been painful for her to even try to smile but there she was with a flawless smile gracing her lovely face.

Well. My mom was pretty artistic. Let me show you one of her works.

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She did it with ribbons.

when we asked her why did she do an “S” nobody’s name starts with an S, she innocently replied, on youtube they only had a tutorial of S.

Well, we are mean kids her both the parents’ names start with S.

That was the purpose of having her picture as background. So that I never feel demotivated.

So that I know she is smiling at me.

I look at her and suddenly every situation turns a bit more bearable. I don’t know how it happens but one look at her face starts untangling my thought process.

It pure magic.

I don’t know where all of this will go. But as long as I feel she is around me I will never stop fighting.

I just won’t stop, ever.

Copyright © 2018 stoneronarollercoaster – All rights reserved

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68 thoughts on “Pure Magic

  1. What a beautiful way to remember you mother. Her piece of art is gorgeous. I hope you’ve found your way into creating again. I understand when the creative process has gone on strike.

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