The anxious battle for sanity..

It’s 1.30 am here..
I am pacing in my hall..
Listening to birdman soundtrack..
the anxious battle for sanity..
I love this movie…and the drums are out of this world

I stand on my tarrace and look around..
And i see lights..
The universe submerged in lights..
Everything is emitting its own luminosity ..
That you morons don’t deserve to see..

My dusk smiles wider than your dawn..
My nights are brighter than your days..
I can see the light..
And you are blinded by light..
You conceited morons..

My air heals me..
Your heat burns you..

I am the night..
The calm radiant pleasant night..
But inside i am a sleeping beast..
Stop provoking me..

My life is a battlefield you bastards..
I am fighting the anxious battle for sanity..
And its not fun..

But don’t fool yourself..
My tears are my elixir..
They heal me..
Strengthen me..
Prepare me..

You can’t shake my belief..
You can’t smother my valour
I am immune to agony..
You better wear your armour!

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10 thoughts on “The anxious battle for sanity..

  1. There is so much to this and I don’t know how to respond. I always have to read your posts twice to make sure I haven’t missed some underlying something. Today… I am just sorry for your insomnia and morons. Dang morons. We try to think they don’t matter, and they creep up on us just like mosquitos. It should be about bedtime in your neck of the woods….rest well.

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    1. I treasure you as a reader and friend. You always add sprinkles to my posts that i really really respect and appriciate. 🙂.
      I have come to terms with the fact that you can’t fix morons..you cant help them they will keep on annoying you thats what they do best.

      I am better now. Infact absolutely fine 🙂. Listened to Antonio sanchez drums and johny cash songs. Got busy with what i love doing.
      Thank you so much for being here every time 🙂 ❤

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