And here comes my favorite word!
Where were you all these months??? *shooting kisses all over*
Being savage was my thing!
I somehow learned to conceal it with age as it wasn’t socially acceptable in our society.
I was a weird unkempt un-groomed socially awkward girl with zero tolerance for bullshit whatsoever.
I could kill for my loved ones but for the rest of the worlds either I was shy or I was Savage as f***!
I never knew normal!
It’s weird I don’t even know when I had to shed my skin and cover myself with a shell that never belonged to me.
I still feel I am the same person deep inside but I am way too scared now…way too scared of the judgment that affects my family more than me.
If it was only about me I wouldn’t care one damn bit!
It’s depressing when you have to lock the beast that is growing in size but turning into a terrified fidgety chicken at heart.
Revisiting old days lands me into crazy fits of laughter.
I laugh until sadness creeps in…
The roaring laughter weakens and dies…
And tears start flooding…
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